It’s also brought about a lot of uncertainty about whether our relationship was actually meaningful to her. I can’t help thinking that she just wanted to have an experience with a local while she was on exchange or even that she was filling in time until she could go straight back to him. I have a lot of questions that only she can answer but I don’t know whether I want to hear the answers or if I would even trust what she told me. I was planning to go travelling and visit all the friends I had made but since several of them live in the same city that she does, things are a bit more complicated if I’m trying to avoid her.
"you wanted to raise estrogen", "the purpose would be defeated", "estrogen may reach unwated high levels." Which is it? Cut out mast to increase estrogen, or add an AI to reduce estrogen... you're not making sense. The test WILL aramotize and I will have more estrogen then I currently have, mast is a mild estrogen suppressant, so it will reduce E to a tolerable level, adding an AI on top would plummit E, so I won't be touching an AI unless there are serious bloat or gyno signs. I don't need or want your help, please leave it be.